Maybe that interview did have an impact on me. Today I feel the want to talk to him and be with him is far less than it has been before. I like this feeling, I feel more free even though I was never really in a bond. My heart feels like there's no burden of love any more. I wish I really knew what occured to free my heart so I could hass it on to any one having difficulties letting go. The real test will be if he calls or talks to me and I still don't feel any want. I really hope this power to ignore my past feelings lasts. Today I also realized that I don't care at all for the one before him either. I saw him in the hall and didn't have any urges. Not even to talk to him. What happened to me?! This is so strange! Is this what happens when you are really tired or when you finally get over someone? If it's the getting over someone feeling, why did both boys happen on the same day? Maybe I should keep a journal instead of writing on any papter that happens to be conviently around me. I should also go home now...
(Written on the back of my Economics progress report at the end of class)
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