Is There Hope?

I keep hearing songs that remind me of him. I think I need a new favorite kind of music. There is one that's good for me, Radio by Reba. There's also another song by Selena Gomez called I Don't Miss You At All. I'm trying to make that one true but it's harder than it seems. I said I was going to talk about the first but not yet. I do want to talk about the far away one. He has a girl and they seem happ, but I don't really kno. He's great though, he always makes me happy. He makes me smile even when I don't want to. In fact, I just told him I wasn't sexy and he said I was. I said "or so you think" and his words were"No I dont think so. I know so." His girl is really lucky and I doubt she even knows what she has. He truly is amazing. I'm not just saying that because he's nice and I have a huge undeniable crush/love for him. I've known him since freshman year which was 3 years ago. I remember when he was pressured to kiss me at the mall. It was by the escalators... He did brely get my cheek because I didn't want a kiss. I'm really regretting not letting something more grow between us when he was still here... I will talk more aobut this amazing boy next time. I have to get some sleep now so I can fail my spanish project tomorrow...